/immersing oneself in the uncontrollability of the body/ Ooo there is an article somewhere written about migraines by a woman who had them a lot. She tried all these drugs for years and nothing worked. Finally she decided to surrender to them and just be there with them kind of. Which, sorry thinking out loud, might even go back to someone like Hildegard of Bingen, who some have diagnosed as having migraines that for her were spiritual experiences. Thanks so much for posting this (both of ya'll above)