Uniquely persecuted
Aug. 6th, 2017 04:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I read an article about mosquito research a month or so ago. The author used a phrase that really stuck with me: "Like many people, I feel uniquely persectued by mosquitoes," was how I remembered it.
I looked up the article and it's acutally:
"I don’t have a phobia, exactly, but like a lot of people I feel uniquely hunted by mosquitoes. "
http://www.thedailybeast.com/mosquitoes-love-some-people-more-and-science-wants-to-know-why
I thought, that's it. That's it exactly! It feels personal. Rather than just being creatures that exist in the world, they are out to get me. And me especially, somehow-- an illogical and demonstrably false belief.
This summer and last summer I've been chased inside by these beasts. I haven't gardened nearly as much, nor sat outside reading. They get into the house and my car. We kill them and a surprising amount of blood results, leaving small gory streaks on the apartment walls.
I fancy myself a nature lover. But lately I've been more about spending time indoors. Autumn will be welcome.
I looked up the article and it's acutally:
"I don’t have a phobia, exactly, but like a lot of people I feel uniquely hunted by mosquitoes. "
http://www.thedailybeast.com/mosquitoes-love-some-people-more-and-science-wants-to-know-why
I thought, that's it. That's it exactly! It feels personal. Rather than just being creatures that exist in the world, they are out to get me. And me especially, somehow-- an illogical and demonstrably false belief.
This summer and last summer I've been chased inside by these beasts. I haven't gardened nearly as much, nor sat outside reading. They get into the house and my car. We kill them and a surprising amount of blood results, leaving small gory streaks on the apartment walls.
I fancy myself a nature lover. But lately I've been more about spending time indoors. Autumn will be welcome.