I do something like this when I need to leave my house. I'm agoraphobic, and I just shut that off when I can't avoid going out. It comes out as pain, exhaustion, headaches, etc. after I'm home again (and some before I have to go out if I know it's coming. I tend not to sleep well before but to sleep okay after).
It's just that part of me can't be there for that.
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Date: 2018-06-01 12:41 am (UTC)It's just that part of me can't be there for that.