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This entry is for the Disability and Work Blog Carnival. Thanks to Liz for hosting it.

In Ursula K. LeGuin's The Dispossessed, in the Pravic language, the word for "work" is the same as the word for "play".

There are a lot of ideas in this book but that one stood out for me because right now I am unemployed, and that has forced me to reevaluate my identity and what it is that I do. It seems to me that in The Dispossessed, work/play is what occupies a person's time, and what one does with the people in one's community, because community is very important to the culture of Anarres.

So, what do I do?

Like many chronically ill people, the first thing on my mind a lot of days is management of my disease. It's a complex and demanding job in itself. Some of it you might expect: I make doctor's appointments and try to keep them, I manage my medications and supplements, I try to keep some sense of my symptoms and how they are changing. I try to exercise moderately, get enough to eat and drink, avoid foods that I think will make my symptoms worse. I try to get enough rest, think about pacing, try not to overextend. All of this can get complicated because my symptoms keep changing, but it's not really an unexpected part of living with illness.

What has been more unexpected for me is the huge emotional toll of chronic pain and illness. Particularly this year, I've done a lot of emotional work around this issue, which has taken a lot of time and energy. And I've learned that emotional work is hard work, undervalued work.

Those things are very hard to talk about in casual conversation, like when someone asks, "What do you do?" So here are the things I talk about more often:

*I volunteer for WisCon, the World's leading feminist science fiction convention. I read feminist SF/F novels, graphic novels, and other books. I am a member of two book clubs (although I don't always read the books.)

*I am a disability and anti-oppression activist. I've been learning more about this mostly through reading the internet-- people's journals and blogs. I also listen and talk to people face-to-face. I usually follow (at least somewhat) whatever the latest internet imbroglio is, and sometimes I will go back and read older ones ("Feminist history needs to be written down!"). This also takes a lot of time and is something that can be painful for people: although I seem to be in a place where I can do it now, easily, this hasn't always been so, and it's not something everyone has the time or emotional resources or interest to do. Lately I am thinking about it a lot in terms of community.

*I am a moderator of [community profile] access_fandom, a community for talking about access and disability issues within fandom. I intermittently work on the Wiki associated with this, Access Fandom Wiki, which is a place people can go to figure out how to make events such as conventions more accessible. So far there are two pages up, Attitudes and Signs; those were written by [personal profile] jesse_the_k.

Right now in the comm three of us are doing in linkspam on Feminsting and disabling language, check it out.

*I'm involved in Media Fandom: I read and write fanfic, I beta read fic, I make icons, and I consume other fanworks such as podfic, fanvids, art, and meta. I must recommend right now [personal profile] dira's post on fanfic and the suppression of women's writing. Fandom is mostly (but not all) women, and fannish work is devalued work.

I enjoy the community aspect of fandom particularly, and so I try to support the community by going to fan gatherings, by leaving feedback, by being welcoming towards people, by being respectful. Fandom is a particularly supportive community, at least for me, because individual members have worked to make it so. (You see what I did there?)

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I have personally benefitted from the feminist idea of work being a socially constructed idea, and "women's work" such as housework, childcare, and care of the elderly and ill being often unpaid or underpaid and devalued by society. The reason women are paid less than men is because women's work is undervalued. Women often provide emotional support for others, they build friendships, they build communities, they build homes. All of this takes time and effort.

The categories of women and disabled people intersect hugely. The work of disabled people is also devalued, and disabled people face huge barriers such as pain, exhaustion, mobility and cognitive impairments, communication differences, discrimination in the work place and the wider world, and a lack of basic access to buildings, services, and transportation.

These oppressions also intersect with race, class, sexual orientation and identity, age, and probably other factors that I am unaware of or forgetting.

So I think that the work I am doing right is pretty important, interesting, and exciting. It's just hard to sum up with a job title. :)

Date: 2009-10-18 08:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] badgerbag
brilliant post! wow! how well you describe it all.

Excellent points!

Date: 2009-10-26 04:00 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
This is a great post, and so much of it echoes my own experiences: When you have no pat answer for "What do you do," are you really doing anything? But I do a lot of things actually, I just don't get paid to do them. I actually contribute in a lot of ways that are de/undervalued by society, and it's been so helpful to me to learn more about how those values get assigned, helping me to recognize my contributions - and the contributions of others - that have been sidelined and to realize their importance.

Great post!

NTE
www.neverthateasy.blogspot.com

Late but still true

Date: 2009-10-29 10:25 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] jesse_the_k
I'm finally getting to the "Work & Disability Blog Carnival" tabs ...

This post is outstanding!

Just today in the shower I was talking over "new wheelchair shopping" with an aquaintance, and mentioned the Second Shift for the Sick. That's all I had to say, she ran with it (huh!) immediately.

She's managed to find a workable (hah!) situation where she & her well sister share an apartment and apt manager duties for a 55+ apt building.

I would love to share jobs/tasks with people. One more plus to all-volunteer enterprises is the ease with which we can pick & choose how much to contribute.

Re: Late but still true

Date: 2009-11-21 07:02 pm (UTC)
jesse_the_k: Macro photo of my Blue Heeler Lucy's deep brown left eye (expectant)
From: [personal profile] jesse_the_k
Yeah, I've got one of those magic waterproof cell phones — Capt Nemo was the beta tester. /silly

My reliably social time of the week is after I swim three times a week. I love my pool because the average user age is around 60; there's almost no tight spandex and lots of us have pain & function issues. And being me, I've always been evangelizing for the wonders of assistive tech, which has led to many interesting conversations.

(I do hear disturbingly high negative self-talk around the scale. Pretty much the same amount as when I worked out at the undergraduate facility, the "oh! noes" came from very thin women; at my pool now, the same reaction comes from women 40 years older, and 30 pounds heavier. It's not about what we weigh or how we look, it's about never meeting an unmeetable standard.)

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