sasha_feather: She is played by Tig Notaro and is on Star Trek disco (Jett Reno)
I got a CPAP machine yesterday and was able to use it. There were a great many steps in getting it and setting it up, and there are lots of rules and guidelines about use, which is all intimidating. For example you must use it 4 hours a night (or day) for the trial period, or insurance will not pay for it. You must have a doctor visit within 30 to 90 days. You must use distilled water, scent-free soap, etc. If you travel by air you need to bring along the prescription. SO many rules.

But, I felt much more like myself today. Much more clear-headed. And it felt fine to wear, though it still took me a long time to get to sleep.

I'm feeling optimistic. I've been having a very hard time with pain, fatigue, asthma; this is the first thing that has made a dent in a while.

Dad and I drove around, passing time, and I took us over to the nearby reservoir. We saw a group of ducks and 3 bald eagles! We went for a late lunch at Roosters, a bar and grill; we split a pulled pork sandwich and onion rings. Sally rides along with us in the car and I crack the window a bit if we are going to be a while. She'd rather do that than get left at home.

This afternoon we had heavy, beautiful snow.

Ole the cat is fun, and has caught at least two mice already. He and Sally are not friends (yet) but they are getting along well enough. It's pronounced Oh-lee, like Lena and Ole, the Scandinavian-American stock character couple.

Watched recently:
The Residence, on Netflix. I loved this.
Abbott Elementary
The Pitt
sasha_feather: girl hugging a horse; the horse's neck is a rainbow (horse pride)
Most beautiful weather here today; intensely blue skies, a crispness to the air that usually signifies Autumn. Frogs singing. I went for a walk up the hill which I am trying to do every day, for my mental / emotional health. I pick some apples off the tree to throw into the pasture for the sheep and the horse. I look for cool rocks. I take photos. Today this was the best part of my day. I also like talking on the phone or texting while walking around. I have a plastic chair up on the hill, by the water tank, which I put out there a while back, so I could sit and supervise the kids playing. Today I discovered a patch of self-seeded ("volunteer") decorative gourds growing in the feed lot.

We stayed home today. We did visit mom yesterday and she seemed ok. I am better off not visiting her, but have a hard time saying no. I don't mind driving down there once in a while (it's a beautiful trip), and the occasional visit to restock her clothes, etc, but I can't be going so often. It's weird how I can feel guilty for not doing enough, even while I'm doing all i possibly can.

I am feeling heavy and achy. A bit overwhelmed with the responsibilities of life. Chronic illness keeps kicking my ass.

I saw someone on Tumblr suggest, instead of "pouring from an empty cup", think "boiling an empty kettle," because, it's dangerous to boil an empty kettle. Similarly, instead of "out of gas" think "out of oil." This one might work better with my family of car guys.

Neighbor Karen brought us a peach pie tonight fresh from her oven!

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