mood to burn bridges
Jul. 29th, 2014 07:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
This has been one of the more stressful few weeks of my life.
I am pretty sick. All-over achy and tired. I took two days off of work (yesterday and today) but not sure how much it helped. I'm afraid that I am under-performing at work at that shit is gonna hit the fan. Well, it won't be the first time that has happened I suppose. Being chronically ill and trying to work and survive on your own is something that there is not a lot of room or support for in society. Right now I am really longing for a different way to live.
This week on the WisCon ConCom list I got really angry, fought with people I respect, and well, made myself sick I guess.
Possibly I am not eating enough protein.
Thank you to everyone who has been supporting me in various ways. Thanks also to everyone who writes about things like:
Tone argument
Gas lighting
Microaggressions
Man-splaining
Concern Trolling
Derailment
White woman's tears
Boundaries
Victim blaming
etc
...
because I've been listening and learning.
I am pretty sick. All-over achy and tired. I took two days off of work (yesterday and today) but not sure how much it helped. I'm afraid that I am under-performing at work at that shit is gonna hit the fan. Well, it won't be the first time that has happened I suppose. Being chronically ill and trying to work and survive on your own is something that there is not a lot of room or support for in society. Right now I am really longing for a different way to live.
This week on the WisCon ConCom list I got really angry, fought with people I respect, and well, made myself sick I guess.
Possibly I am not eating enough protein.
Thank you to everyone who has been supporting me in various ways. Thanks also to everyone who writes about things like:
Tone argument
Gas lighting
Microaggressions
Man-splaining
Concern Trolling
Derailment
White woman's tears
Boundaries
Victim blaming
etc
...
because I've been listening and learning.
no subject
Date: 2014-07-30 03:38 pm (UTC)